If there’s one lesson I’ve learnt in life, its that sometimes
it’s best to hold your tongue. And sometimes I’ve literally had to hold my
tongue between my teeth in order to restrain myself.
I’m the type of person who can’t stand injustice, but the
problem with that is that I think I have to come to everyone’s rescue even when
I’m not wanted.
My mother always told me not to case pearls before swine, a
phrase I never truly understood as a child. What she meant was that I shouldn’t
waste my time on those who won’t appreciate the value you have to offer.
Going back to my first experience when the concept of
casting pearls before swine became apparent to me was when I was in high
school. Now you’re probably all thinking
I’m going to tell a sad sob story about the mean girls who wouldn’t sit with
me. Well, they didn’t, but this story isn’t about that.
It was actually a teacher who was the swine in this case.
It was a drama lesson and we were reviewing our fellow
classmates performances of various Biblical stories we had to interpret and
turn into morality plays.
During my review of one of the class favourites I mentioned
that maybe she should submerge herself in her character, Adam the first man, because
to me Adam was still sounding a lot like a teenage girl and ‘his’ mannerisms
were incredibly feminine.
Almost immediately, I was told to keep quiet, by the adult
who was meant to be our mentor, because what I had just said was “the most
unintelligent thing he had ever heard.” He then proceeded to tell me, in front
of the entire class no less, that I would never be as good of an actress as my
classmate.
Little did he know…
Shortly after moving schools, because of the mean girls you
all thought this story was going to be about, I joined the drama department at
my new school. I was not going to let one bitter old man’s words interfere with
my passion and love of theatre.
He was no only terribly wrong, I shone brighter than I ever
expected. I ignored his words, but never forgot them and they drove me to push
myself to be the best, not only did I win best actress in Matric, I received
full colours for drama, and I was one of the leads in our schools musical, yes
me. I sang my little heart out for months and practiced my choreography until my
poor dance partner got dizzy.
The point of this story is not that I had a crappy teacher
who was rude and said hurtful things, the point of this story it to show you
that sometimes you cast your pearls before swine and they get trampled in the
mud, but sometimes you need to evaluate your situation. Don’t misunderstand me,
I’m not saying you shouldn’t voice your opinion and have your say - I’m saying
be wise enough to know what to say and when to say it.
Wow! Please don't stop writing... I've been touched. Not only by the courage and authenticity of your words, but by the selfless way you've shared a "gift" of advise given to you by someone very dear. Thank you Courts ......keep shining!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Z, I really appreciate the encouragement
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